Sunday, January 4, 2009

Yes

When I read I ended up being pissed…I hadn’t really gotten into the book yet and now I’m just so rattled. Edward I guess is leaving Bella…. yeah just left…. not cool. I think it’s ridiculous and he’s such a baby for wanting to leave. I just stopped reading because I was so irritated with the book. I’ll probably go read more but I just had to stop and take a minute. I’m fuming with frustration and confusion. I can’t really put myself in Bella’s situation right now considering I’ve never been in love or that serious of a relationship but reading the description of how she felt just made me ill. Plus the fact that she was pretty much ran away in the woods and fell asleep made me scared. Everyone was looking for her but I literally felt like her life was ending the way she described it. She spoke of how nothing mattered, she doesn’t know how to feel, it was all a blur the whole scene of when Edward left. I actually think he’s a complete jerk right now I don’t know what is to come but I’m just PISSED if I haven’t said that enough. Before Edward decided to move, it all seemed to be perfect, so it makes me wonder if love does last forever or is it just a game? That’s DEEP. Whatever if it doesn’t get better I’m probably going to become psychotic because it’s such a long book and I would hate for things to end badly…but I guess we’ll just have to wait and see.

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