Yeah, again.

The commentary still is so awkward with Bella and pretty much everyone…just for an example even though this was a while ago, on page 107, “Where do you want to eat?” Jess asked. “I don’t care.” “Okay.” …Like how awkward is that… this paragraph also stood out on page 111, “it was his voice-I was exceptionally careful not to think his name and I was surprised that the sound of it did not knock me to my knees, did not curl me onto the pavement in a torture of loss. But there was no pain, none at all. I just thought it was a little extreme… “…did not knock me to my knees…” but I guess love is that powerful. Bella is so lost and I don’t know the word, her personality is dull? Her life’s tasteless? On page 115, Bella is so reserved she doesn’t even give Jess the benefit of the doubt to tell her even a little bit of what’s going on in her life like a real friend should. “You are so odd, Bella Swan. I feel like I don’t know who you are.” Jess said. “Sorry” is all Bella said…that’s all she could say…wow. I’m screaming in my head BELLA JUST TELL HER YOUR HAVING ISSUES AND ARE EMOTIONALLY DETACHED AND NEED PROFESSIONAL HELP. Just do something good for yourself and move…listen to your DAD! I actually am still so frustrated…all of my posts are going to be just bratty I think sorry everyone (if anyone is reading this).