New Moon Thoughts

When Bella described her dreams on page 122 and 123, I got really nervous for her. If she keeps having these horrible repetitive dreams she needs a ton of help, even a friend for heavens sake, no not even that just a person to talk to or someone who will listen. Her dreams talk a lot about nothing, she’s pretty much worrying that her life is nothing anymore. She was looking for something the whole dream, but all she found was a bunch of nothing. Screaming, she says is how she wakes, someone help her!!! I guess you could say this book is like a diary, she is really emotional but no to anyone it seems like besides the book. She talks about how she wished she could feel numb again…I just am starting to feel bad. I’m pretty sure she’s talking about feeling numbly in love, with no problems, when Edward was around. I kind of got the shivers typing Edward’s name again, feels weird because he’s gone. Another example of how depressed and emotionally shook Bella is…page 124, “But what if this hole never got any better? If the raw edges never healed? If the damage was permanent and irreversible?” The answer is just move on. As much as it hurts things will get better, everything will go up from here because you’ve felt so low. But thinking about it, there are people out there that feel this way. Some people have illnesses that won’t allow themselves to forget which is such a battle. What would happen if NOTHING got better?